1. 关于朝鲜的核试验

    我的梦想之一就是使用中文研究核不扩散的问题,在将来的工作动用中文。 尽管我的中文不太好 (语法常常不对,我的口语有些中国人听不懂。很可怜!),我希望在这个旅游中我会提高我的中文水平。 现在,清华大学春天学期还没开始所以没有那么多机会跟其他中国人讨论(当然我每天说中文但是话题不实质性的。)因此,我决定从这个星期开始每个星期我会读四条关于核不扩散的中文新闻报道是为了更了解中文书面。我也会写小文章表示我对这些新闻报道的看法。无论小文章很无聊或有不对的语法,我会把它们放在我的博客上。 哈哈,我有一点儿尴尬,但看这个做法会帮我改善我的写作。 谢谢大家看我的小文章!

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    在核不扩散的专业里很多分析家现在对朝鲜打算进行第三次核试验很攸关的问题。根据《纽约报纸》联合国会议制裁朝鲜去年发射的卫星以后,朝鲜的最高层领导人金正恩采取“高强度的重大措施,” 进行向美国的核武器试验. 朝鲜什么时候实施试验很难说,但朝鲜官员正式称朝鲜的核试验基地已经尽心了足够多的准备工作,迟早会执行了下一次核试验。

    我同意朝鲜加强核武器打击美国及其盟友的能力第三次核试验的计划是很严肃的局势。依我看这个情形也产生了再一个很糟糕的问题:朝鲜进行第三次核试验的威胁表示朝鲜领导人要强调朝鲜是一个核武器国。如果其他国家承认朝鲜有可靠地核武器的能力 (有效地核爆炸装置放在导弹的里面),美国的亚洲盟友(韩国、韩国、等等)会把美国很大保护亚洲安全与稳定的压力,否则这些亚洲国家可能试发展自己的核能力 (不过,同样要记住拥有核武器跟拥有核能力不一样!)。国际社会承认了朝鲜进行了第一与第二次核试验,但声称了这些试验提前起爆了,因此朝鲜还没发展地道的核武器能力。如果第三次核试验不提前起爆的时候,怎么办呢?国家社会怎么解释朝鲜是一个核武器果(跟印度与巴基斯坦的核武器能力的地位相似)的可能性?美国怎么效力地阻止在亚洲的核威胁?

    再则,我们应该考虑朝鲜进行核试验有什么样的意图。大多数的分析家与媒体宣称第三次试验显示朝鲜要瓦解国际集体安全,尤其挑衅韩国新当选总统。不过,朝鲜也可能通过第三次试验成功造成更小的核爆炸装置(miniaturization)。如果朝鲜获得这个成功,它可以建立更轻便的核武器瞄准日本、韩国、还有其他邻国。朝鲜效力地实施第三次核试验的时候,重要观察不但国际社会的反应而且试验对朝鲜核武器能力有没有好处。

    其他关于朝鲜核试验的材料:

    Carnegie Endowment for Intl Peace - DPRK Latest Threat

    《纽约报纸》-铀弹还是钚弹?

    38th North -Satellite Imagery of DPRK Test Site

     

     

  2. Like most young nerds, I grew up surrounded with stacks of books varying in weight, size, and language, some with pictures and others none at all.  It didn’t matter if I can’t read or understand them, I just liked the idea of having them around.  As I got older, I made the amazing transition of reading Tagalog picture books to English children’s novels. I whittled down my collection to a handful that I cherished most: The Phantom TollboothWatsons go to Birmingham, 1963From the Mixed-Up Files of Mrs. Basil E. FrankweilerThe Cricket in Times Square.  In some way, they jumpstarted my American upbringing.  

    Last week, I came across an incredible find: a copy of E.B. White’s Charlotte’s Web (夏洛的网) in Chinese at Wangfujing Bookstore (王府井书店).  Charlotte’s Web is one of the first English books I finished cover to cover, and it was simply serendipitous to find a Chinese copy in China. Perhaps it’s the universe conspiring, hinting that I should abandon the mound of nuclear policy readings I’ve assigned myself, take a couple steps back, and start with something simpler and sweeter. 

    I think I’ll heed the stars.

     

  3. drzzl:

    Soul & RMB

     

  4. I went to the National Museum of China today. 

     


  5. When you travel, you experience, in a very practical way, the act of rebirth. You confront completely new situations, the day passes more slowly, and on most journeys you don’t even understand the language people speak. So you are like a child just out of the womb. You begin to attach much more importance to the things around you because your survival depends upon them
    — The Pilgrimage by Paulo Coelho
     


  6. Elements of Success, First Edition

    Now that I’ve temporarily relinquished my post as an academic automaton, I’ve been pouring over articles about self-empowerment, risk-taking, and entrepreneurship.  I love hearing about success stories; they appeal to my competitive nature and get the gears going.  I love the inner butterflies inspiration bring.

    But my recent readings of success stories bring me to pause.  One NYT article chronicles the rise of Pharell [insert mandatory swoon here] and how he cultivated a music and fashion empire.  His philosophy entails long work hours,  impeccable execution, and commitment to ambition because he knows he can get sh*t done.  This week, I finally got around reading another NYT piece  (obviously VPN works very well here) about the benefits of brutally honest self-assessments during moments of entrepreneurial failure. Then there were the countless blogs featuring amazing individuals and their audacity to walk the road less traveled. And like everyone on my Facebook newsfeed, I watched pep-talk from Kid-President (good for him!! I like Space Jam too). 

    Digesting all of this fuzzy goodness compelled me to fully explore my own notion of “success.”  Before this trip, I just powered through work like a bullet train:  nothingcanstopme, gottagetitdone. I am proud to say that I often complete the hardest journeys and receive the sweetest rewards.   But I never really took the time to shape a philosophy behind such an intense work ethic.  And when I do have a moment to ruminate on success, I always lament how limited my scope is — getting a job, having enough money to adventure in China, writing a bomb-ass policy memorandum.  I’ve always wanted to expand such  a narrow and materialistic definition to encompass things like cooking a meal, reading for pleasure, taking a walk, stretching.  You know, stuff that make me feel more human.  

    Now that I’ve been given an opportunity to go buck-wild with my cooking, walking, stretching, and reading, I am reluctant to deviate from normal conceptions of successful living.  I keep thinking, did Pharell take his precious time to read “The Alchemist” for funOr did he work his ass off so he could get that book published? And instead, I create a list of things — 2 Chinese articles, 4 nuclear policy articles, write a journal entry in Chinese, run 5 miles — so that I can continue my productivity streak and not stray  from the standard path.  Even at this very moment, I feel guilty for spending the last several hours thinking about and writing this blog instead of doing Chinese translations (At this rate, I’ll *never* learn Chinese).  And then I feel guilty for feeling guilty.  And then it becomes so meta I push it aside and watch a Taiwanese drama to distract myself temporarily. 

    Must I continue to sacrifice my potential as a human (as sister, daughter, lover, artist, woman)  to maximize my potential as a human (i.e. the worker, the analyst, the breadwinner)?  In a world that encourages success but strictly defines it for the purposes of social mobility, it is sometimes hard to tell which paths are right to take. Right not because they’re harder or will lead to money or influence, but right because they feel right.  

     

  7. I took a break from Beijing to explore Seoul.  
    It was an incredible contrast of cityscapes. Beijing is still feeling its way through modernization with elaborate glass buildings sprouting next to crumbling hutongs, pollution ominously hovering over drab entertainment spaces, and bootleg vendors proudly selling goods right next to lavish expat malls. In Beijing, masses of people collide onto each other without any sort of grace (or manners).

     Seoul is a city of flashing lights with pop performances in every corner (the first place Drzz and I have ever seen a sexy lady do a body-roll while playing an electric violin. It was a bonding experience) and fiber optics running through its veins to provide its people universal wifi.  The air is cold, but crisp and fresh. Masses of people don’t quite collide because, well, there’s enough space for everyone.  The city’s brightness can compete with Times Square.  It obviously reaped a bountiful harvest of modernity.  Seoul is pretty dope.

     But at the end of an exciting and short excursion, I am happy to be back in Beijing. Ultimately,  I want to witness a city piece itself together — old glued to the new — rather than enjoy the comforts that I already have back home (US). 

    The Beijing life is not as grandiose, but it’s a lot more adventurous. 

     

  8. Wearing the hippest thing in Beijing.  Newly released from Singapore.


    It’s a brave new world.

     

  9. Recently Shazzamed this song while eating at a hole-in-the-wall Chinese restaurant.  依我看,这首歌很好听。Not sure if this is considered as China Top 40, but it beats Ke$ha by a bajillion miles. 

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    侃侃 - 嘀答

    嘀嗒嘀嗒嘀嗒嘀嗒 / 时针它不停在转动 / 嘀嗒嘀嗒嘀嗒嘀嗒 / 伤心的泪儿谁来擦
    嘀嗒嘀嗒嘀嗒嘀嗒 / 是不是还会牵挂他 / 嘀嗒嘀嗒嘀嗒嘀嗒 /有几滴眼泪已落下
    嘀嗒嘀嗒嘀嗒嘀嗒 / 时针它不停在转动 / 嘀嗒嘀嗒嘀嗒嘀嗒 / 小雨她拍打着水花
    嘀嗒嘀嗒嘀嗒嘀嗒 / 是不是还会牵挂他 / 嘀嗒嘀嗒嘀嗒嘀嗒 / 有几滴眼泪已落下
    嘀嗒嘀嗒嘀嗒嘀嗒 / 寂寞的夜和谁说话 / 嘀嗒嘀嗒嘀嗒嘀嗒 / 伤心的泪儿谁来擦
    嘀嗒嘀嗒嘀嗒嘀嗒 / 整理好心情再出发 / 嘀嗒嘀嗒嘀嗒嘀嗒 / 还会有人把你牵挂 

     

  10. An eloquent blogpost from Drzzl.  

    drzzl:

    Takeover.

    I’ve yet to fully unpack for Beijing, but I’ve already begun musing over which neighborhood I’d like to settle in when I vamoose to Washington DC in June. Coming across this NYTimes piece on shifting demographics in the capital, I was reminded of the guilt that comes with every trip. My past homes have been a tracklist of Gentrification’s Greatest Hits. From Oakland to Brooklyn to Harlem and back to Oakland, I’ve wrestled with self-conflict as a young(ish) professional(ish) moving into blocks I’m quite certain haven’t been the stomping grounds of too many Chinese American poet/designer/musicians before me. At least two buildings I’ve inhabited were probably crack dens before they were renovated for my roommates and I to paint the walls burgundy and hang paper lanterns. But really, where am I to go [back] to? My hometown Union City – once a community of farms that prided itself on its lush gladiola fields – is now a hall of mirrors for townhouse developments and stripmalls. And forget about going as far back as Hong Kong, where my family’s from. The city-state has been through so many generations of architectural plastic surgery my parents walk their childhood streets like they’re distant planets. As I anticipate several more dislocations in my foreseeable future, I’ve come to accept a continuing legacy as a shameless gentrifier. I’ll shoulder past some guilt to avoid Lovely having to walk through the hood, in her suit, every night. Besides, I can’t afford to live in DC’s Chinatown…rent’s too high in the apartments above Urban Outfitters.

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    Such issues are both familiar and foreign here in Beijing. The capital of a nation that once held its isolation with pride, this town that built the first barricades ever viewable from outer space is the same town that shot pellets in the air to artificially clear its smog when welcoming visitors for the 2008 Olympics. It has seen intrusion, occupation, destruction, colonization, and pillage.

    Gentrification? Shoo, fly.

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    So this past week Lovely and I explored this forbidden city now lined with KFC’s and Starbucks. The neighborhood Houhai is considered a tourist attraction to the locals, but low-key enough to avoid being jarring during the daytime before the street vendors start selling laser pens and blasting Mariah Carey. It is the epitome of history coexisting with revamp. A grid of ancient hutong buildings, some remain unheated homes for families who make their livings selling smoked yams, while others have been gutted and transformed into cafés enticing expats with espresso and free wifi. Hidden in an alleyway we found No Name, a Yunnan restaurant with dim red lights and a creative assortment of dishes modernized, but not by a Western touch (probably not a new concept around these parts, but refreshing for an eater sickened by the viral sprouting of PF Chang). 

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    Wei Wei and Li Jianhong are a pair of noise experimentalists who operate under the moniker Mind Fiber. Like the town they dwell in, their sound is a rugged blend of the ages. Sampling from the pure nature that is so hard to find within the city limits, they take their findings back home to warp and distort on laptops and guitar pedals. When I first met Wei Wei at OneBeat this past fall, she sported thick golden shades and had her earbuds firmly planted into her ears. Once another musician asked her what she was listening to, grabbing a bud to take a listen for herself. Naturally, it was static.

    I had spent my first few weeks here anticipating a meetup with the couple so we could finally get a more local feel of Beijing – so I was most overjoyed when we were led to Zajia Lab, a Daoist temple that was used as a factory for spare parts during the Cultural Revolution, and that now serves as a bar and experimental project space. An American jazz band leaked through the walls as I sipped my whisky toddy. So much history had to pass in order for this place to become a hub to showcase the new. On the cab ride back, the light atop the skyscraper we call home was like a neon Polaris guiding us past the street signs I’ve yet to know how to read. Perhaps it’s not so bad to be perpetually in migration. In the grand scheme of time, no matter where in the world we are, we’re always new here.